Song 770: This week the playlist puts the spotlight on Lithium by Nirvana, written by Kurt Cobain, and you can find a cool YouTube video of it by clicking on the title. When this single arrived in the summer of 1992, I thought it sounded good, but it didn't grab my attention the way a couple of other Nirvana ones did - one before, called Come as You Are (Song 513), and one after, called Heart-Shaped Box (Song 200). When the Cobain suicide story unfolded two years after it came along, I still had no understanding of the pain that people on the low end of bipolar disorder suffer, and at the time, I disparaged Kurt as another cry-baby junkie. I suspected that the tune's title actually slyly admitted Mr. KC's prescription, and his later actions might have indicated the drug's inadequacy at helping the problems in his head. Understanding these mental dynamics now way more than I did then, I get how a guy could be so happy, so ugly, so lonely, so excited and so horny. On a side note, if you'd like to know more about these mental conditions, I share my own experience of learning about them in my book Expecting the Broken Brain to Do Mental Pushups, and you can get a copy from Amazon of the latest edition of it by clicking on the title.
No comments:
Post a Comment